I can't think of anything in my life that is more important than friendship. N.b - as the blog title suggests, this blog goes off in every tangent possible, please bare with and I hope that the message is clear. Because there's real beauty in life, you just have to look for it, and when you see it, look at it, take it in and cherish it. I haven't found it yet but I know it's there and it's within my grasp, I just need to keep going, staying strong is key, not loose focus and never, ever, under any circumstances, give up. But for me, I'm finally looking for the alternate route. Things don't always go to plan, you could be sailing quite happily then hit a rock, now is when action is important, do you sit on that rock and think about just how happy that ride could have been? Or do you find an alternate route to get to land? I'll let you think on that one. If everything in life were easy, would we ever learn anything? I've been listening to this song for years, and it's only in the past week that I've really heard that line, what it means, the best will go wrong, I think we can all think of a time where we can relate to this. There's a song from the musical 'Chess' called 'Nobody's Side' and the final line of the song is ' don't forget the best will go wrong'. And I know I will, I trust that I can get my mindset back to where it was and I'm going to achieve things that aren't going to be easy. Finally, for the first time this year I'm feeling motivated, I'm in control of what's going on in my body and I'm going to work hard to get that buzz back. But that's me, that's something that I need to do, I'm not going to be able to get that feeling from anyone else, it's something I need to do for myself. Last year I managed to loose a lot of weight, and since then have kept it off (huzzah) but have made no real progress this year, I was on a total buzz when I finally lost some weight, and I want that back. And for now that's great, but I can't help but look forward, already I'm thinking of where I want to be and who I want to be doing. There's a moment, I could be walking along Byre's Road, or sitting in my flat, and I'll just be hit with a feeling of, wow, your where you want to be, your independent, happy and satisfied. I spend so much time looking ahead that I miss some important moments, I'm so busy looking for the next step, or the next place to be that I'm overlooking the now, and sometimes the now can be really, really brilliant. I have an idea of where I want to be and what I want to be doing. really, really hope) have an idea of who I want to be in life. (If that person is you please send a smoke signal). Which is why I turn back to writing, getting it all out there, because if there's anything I've learned in life it's that I'm not alone, and somewhere someone will feel the way I feel. I was trying to do a million things at once, trying to achieve every goal and every idea of what life could be like all too soon and I ran myself into the ground, then factor in things going wrong and things taking different routes my idea of where I wanted to be got further and further away and I truly find myself back at the beginning. I've written about new beginnings and change so much that when I came to put my theory into practice I went into overload. I didn't really know what to write about, I felt uninspired.
I'll be honest, I got a little bit lazy, I, in a way, lost my voice. You may notice that my last blog was quite a long time ago. I've always tried to make my blogs universal, take things that are going on in my life or in people around me's life and make it relatable.
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